I Dislike Goodbyes

Well first of all, just an apology for not having much to say in a while. It's not like nothing has happened, it is just that I haven't felt inclined to share anything. Life is full of surprises. One minute you are just running along, thinkin everything is dandy and then....Crack! You are flat on your back. (Trust me, it doesn't feel the greatest. Especially not in football). However, I don't think that it is always a bad thing. It may feel like it at first, but...ahh...just maybe it is for the better. Sometimes we have to give up something good in order to get something great. Even if this means waiting for the great thing.

Now, this goodbye...it wasn't goodbye forever. It was... a goodbye for now. I will still see this person. I can still do things with this person. However, a choice was made for the better instead of the good. Not gonna lie, it didn't feel fabulous. After talking for a little while though...and a decision was made. Its gonna be ok...and if you are reading this...you know who you are...You are my Best Friend. That is the number one thing I do not want to say goodbye to. That means the most to me. It all started with a tap on my shoulder on the 26th day of the month. I don't hate you. I never will hate you. The right decision was made. I respect it, even though it hurt at first. "The end is uncertain, and I've never been so afraid. But I don't need a telescope to see that there's hope, and that makes me feel brave". Couldn't say it better than Adam Young aka Owl City. There is hope for the great to come, I'm not sure exactly what it is...but it will be ok. And just remember the little moments in life...they really mean the most. "Now ye may suppose that this is foolishness in me; but behold I say unto you, that by small and simple things are great things brought to pass..." Alma 37:6. I believe that. No Doubt. Everything will be alright.